It has been two months since my last post. I really don't know what is happening to me that I don't have the time to write something or anything. It doesn't mean that I'm busy when in fact I have all the time in the world. Last October till the first two weeks of November, I was almost being crazy because I was running from here to there trying to finish every academic requirement I must pass to graduate. Though I made it, there are certain reasons why I chose not to attend. It is all in the past now. As I've said, the past by and it will all become a memory though I did not obtain one, I'm just happy I've made it. No one can imagine how the last few weeks of my last semester feels like. So the happiness that I get from it was kind of priceless.
Now, I'm alive and free. I can do anything that I want and be lazy for all I care. Originally I didn't plan to be like this. The typhoon ruined all the plans that I thought of for the last few months. Honestly since I was kind of carefree for college, I planned to change that after graduation. I will go home for Christmas and go to Manila in January to find work and be reunited again with my twin from another mother. Then the typhoon happened. I was so devastated because I know deep inside my plans are all ruined. I was in the stage of in denial. I worked hard to complete my requirements so that slowly my plans will all materialize. If truth be told, I never work that hard in my almost five years in college. Aside from that, I was grade conscious once again. Trying so hard to get the grade that I want is hard especially if the professor is not cooperating. You can't even imagine the anxiety I get when the partial grade was given and my grade was almost far away from the one I desired. I did almost everything and that paid when I got my final grade. Enough of that sentiments.
Last November 17, I was able to watch my first PBA game. I was beyond ecstatic. I will try to retrieve pictures and blog about it in a separate post.
Aside from being lazy, I'm now a couch potato. Well, I admit I was like ever since but I concentrated last semester in studying though it was not obvious that I forgot the shows I'm watching. Right now, I'm watching four Korean drama and three Korean variety show, I think. Aside from that, I'm also watching too much television. Gonna catch up with PBA and UAAP volleyball started last Sunday. Seems like my week is full once again. I'm also behind from the American TV shows that I'm watching. I procrastinate too much and that's the result.
I do not plan to find work now since I still can't get my credentials from the university. I'm still determined to work in Manila and make my dreams come true no matter what. My mother is so opposed to the idea. But then, I don't think she can do anything. I'm naturally stubborn and no one can change my decisions easily.
I'll try to write about what I'm doing everyday tomorrow because I don't want this blog to be stacked up in the corner just like before.
