In the Midst of a Crossroad

I really don't know why I entitled this post that way. I'm in the midst of being an emo right now. Decisions are truly hard to make. You have to make different considerations so that you can come up with the right one even if it is not the best one. 

Eight months gone by so easily. My life which was so quiet was suddenly turned into a roller coaster one. All because of the so called KPop. I was truly infected with that disease if you can call that one as a disease. I was not really sure what I saw in them that I find them so irresistible.

The way I wrote in the first and second paragraph, as if I have the biggest problem in the world. Well, you  if are a fan maybe you can consider this as one. 

I'm a fan of Super Junior. But the kind that I will have problems if ever it will announced that they are in a relationship and the girl is not the one I'm shipping them for. I will only do that with CNBlue. I just love their songs and personalities. The evil maknae Kyuhyun and Donghae have a soft spot in my heart. I also consider Eunhyuk cute with his dancing skills. I wanna learn how Leeteuk handles the group though right now he is in the army. For me, Siwon is not the most handsome but he is definitely a looker. I could rant about them all day because definitely the fans loves them so much. They also gives the fans reasons why they are extremely lovable. If only you can see them in variety shows, you will be laughing till your stomach aches. 

So, the problem enters the scenario. 

Super Show 5 Manila will be happening in 53 days. I don't know what spirit possess me but I really want to watch. Maybe because it is a 3 - 3.5 hours show and the members have their own stage apparently. Unlike other shows, I think this one will be worth any money you will spend especially now that Heechul's back in town. It is still not sure what super show he will join but he is going to join one. 

This afternoon, the seat plan and ticket prices were announced. I was kinda shocked to see that the prices is also as the same as the ticket prices with the Blue Moon Manila though if you add the taxes it is still more expensive. 

I have a classmate that is willing use the installment plan of a bank just to watch the show. Maybe I can do that but I still have ask permission from my mama. Deep inside, I know my mama will not agree. Aigoo! Life, why so hard?!

If I go, I really want the VIP standing ticket. I just feel that you will really feel the concert if you will choose that though standing for 3 hours is no joke. For example, I will be contented with just lower box B. Let's just say that is four thousand with all the taxes plus plane fare then accommodations. Aigoo! I need almost ten thousand. Can I just jump off the cliff? 

Maybe, a miracle can happen and I can still watch the show. I should have relocated myself and live in Manila. Then I wouldn't worry about plane tickets and accommodations though I have some relatives. I just don't like them to worry about me. No regret comes first! That's why I'm regretting almost all my past decisions. Maybe since I started college I have been so reckless and careless in making decisions that's why I'm still lost and don't know where my destination would be. 

Still, I'm here now. So there's no need for further thinking. I will just think about the future. Since worrying about the past brings nothing but sadness. :)

Till next!

Ciao! :)

My KPOP Playlist

The title is currently trending in twitter. As much as I want to try to put this one in twitter, I'm trying to put more essence to the topic. Aside from that, I kinda miss blogging but the sad thing is I don't have any topic to write about. Good thing this topic is trending in twitter so I will just give it a try. 

As of this moment, I have 81 KPOP songs in my phone. There was a time that I have almost a hundred songs in my phone. During that time, my playlist is always on shuffle. Well, till now my playlist is always on shuffle. The list should consists of 50 songs but I don't think my favorite KPOP songs will total to 50. So, I will just list the songs that I love listening to nowadays. 

So, here is my list and this is listed in no particular order. I just put whatever I can remember. 

1. Baby Maybe - Girls' Generation

2. For the First Time Lovers - Jung Yonghwa

3. Love Light - CNBlue

4. Happiness - Super Junior

5. No No No - Apink

6. I Got a Boy - Girls' Generation 

7. I'm Sorry - CNBlue

8. I'm in Love - Narsha

9. No Other - Super Junior

 

10. Trap - Henry (Kyuhyun and Taemin)

There are still so many KPOP songs that I'm listening right now. But the one listed above are the most played in my playlist. I will try to make a new list 2 weeks from now after my sixth exam. I still have so many things to do or worry about. I can't really believe that October is fast approaching. I'll be graduating soon (hopefully!). 

Tah! I'm ranting endlessly again about so many things which really don't have a connection with one another. I'm still in the phase of memorizing the names of group members. Currently, I'm starting to like EXO. I saw them many times in music programs but I only appreciated them when they helped Taemin in We Got Married. I'm starting to love their songs also like the one below. Amazing dancing skills also. I'm looking for a bias in their group pa. 

And also this one. 

By the way, I found my bias already. I like Kris so he's my bias. I will find more about him. So, there you go. My playlist for the last few weeks and in the incoming weeks. I will try to update it every now and then plus a corresponding post. 

Till next time! Ciao! :)

Sweetest ♥

I'm reading again a story in the wattpad app in the tablet. That is what I'm doing if I'm experiencing boredom nowadays. The tablet is saving me from wasting too much money. And yes! My mother is proud of me that I was not able to ask for my allowance for this week. Yay!

I was reading a few minutes ago when I encountered this series of lines in the story that I'm reading. They are such sweet lines  but on the other hand it gives the vibe that the one saying the lines is helplessly in love with the other person. Yes, I assure you. The one saying the lines is the girl. Girls are known for it. Sometimes they don't tend to show it but deep inside they are just like that.

Despite my strong facade, I love reading romantic stories. Downside of the that hobby is, I tend to predict what will happen next. And my predictions almost always are right. I just read too much, that's why. Sometimes authors no matter how they try to turn their stories away from being cliche, it some way or another it turns out that way. I just don't know why!

Here are the lines I read:

How can I say no if you're the only on I want?

How can I say no if  you're the only one I need?

How can I say no if I know deep in my heart even if you'd hurt me, I don't need anyone but you.

As the lines are trying to emphasize, the girl cannot live without the boy no matter what the boy did to her. I'm born as a hopeless romantic type of person but sometimes I use my brain too much like the time I read those lines. My brain is telling me that those lines are just so crazy and I hope I will never use them in real life. On the other hand, my heart is telling me that those lines are one of the sweetest lines a girl can actually say to a boy. In the end, which is which?

After reading the lines, listen to Nichkhun playing Kiss in the Rain through a piano. 

I can't exactly which is more beautiful, Nichkhun or the song that he is playing. They are both beautiful beyond words. Spazzing alone once again. 

I'm not supposed to write abut this. But as usual boredom strikes and I don't want to sleep yet. I having been sleeping early since I was so sick last week. 

Till next time!

Ciao! :)

P.S. I'm so happy that my instagram has the video feature already. I can't wait to use it. Must think first of a good subject or maybe a good opportunity will come soon. :))